House Of Cards Lyrics

I've been praying asking God for help
But lately, it feels like I've been talking to myself
I've been waiting for life to get better
And I need to cry but I'm afraid to cry 'cause I just might cry forever
Sometimes I wonder, If it's all just chance
And I'm just spinning on a pavement being told to dance
And hallelujah, is just another word when you're empty, lost and broken and it don't take away the hurt

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And I don't know why, why it's gotta be so damn hard
Why it always falls apart
Why it always crown to see the star
Care for my fragile heart
We're all living in a house of cards

And I still miss you and don't want you back
And I'm out here under the Mirrormere digging up the past
And I'm a dreamer, who'll nobody knows, 'cause deep in my soul I'm scared of the death, there's is a voice in my head
You got to get better, it's now or i't's never
Not good enough, good enough ooo, just show off, show off, show off in the air

And I don't know why, why it got to be so damn hard
Why it always falls apart
Why it always crown to see the stars
Care for my fragile heart
Care for my fragile heart
We're all living in a house of cards