First Thing I Reach For Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Brown liquor in black coffee
Puts my headache off for now
The hurt last night put on me
Still spinning me around
And now that I've a smoke, even though
I can hardly breathe
The first thing I reach for
Is the last thing I need

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[Verse 2]
Another night of bad decisions
There's one still laying in my bed
The bastard in me wishes
That he'd've woke up first and left
And you'd think a girl on fire
Would stay away from gasoline
The first thing I reach for
Is the last thing I need

[Chorus]
Oh, the last thing I need
Is to need you like I do
And the first thing I reach for
Is anything but you
If I can keep away the lonely for a moment
Well, that's good enough for me
The first thing I reach for
Is the last thing I need

[Outro]
If I can keep away the lonely for a moment
Well, that's good enough for me
The first thing I reach for
Is the last thing I need
The first thing I reach for
Is the last thing I need