The Well Lyrics

I have walked and I have wandered
I have tripped and I have fell
In the ditches and the gutters
I have drowned inside the well

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I should take what you have given
Lock it up and keep it safe
Never waste another moment
Never throw your words away

I'm not waiting any longer
For the meaning or the moment
To reveal what is perfect
I will find my way out of the well

I am lost, I am defeated
I am everything I hate
Buried deep under the ground now
My words echo in the cave

Open up and let the doubt in
Hold my breath and suffocate
There is no one who can touch me
I am lord of this domain

They say that drowning is slow
And peaceful when you finally go
You live your whole life in that moment
Then you're gone

I won't hesitate to wonder
What will happen if I fail
I can promise me a beating
I will beat myself into the ground