These Days Lyrics

Empty night
Lonely bed
A thousand thoughts racin' through my head
A wishful heart
Restless soul
Searchin' for something I've never known

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I started down so many roads
But I never been the right way
Happiness is an illusion
That never seems to stay

Building walls I can never climb
Broken memories I'm trying to find
I'd be better off without hope but I need it to stay
I'm only free when I'm in my mind
Close to runnin' out of time
There's so much I'm livin' without these days

Where should I go?
What should I do?
I'm so lost without routine

I spent all of my yesteryears
Tryin' to figure out what it means
But I know that I'd be better livin' without you
But just becasue I believe it, it never made it true

Building walls I can never climb
Broken memories I'm tryin to find
I'd be better off without hope but I need it to stay
I'm only free when I'm in my mind
Close to runnin' out of time
There's so much I'm livin' without these days

So reckless and on the run
Always under the gun
I know I can't be the only one
Have I finally lost myself and come undone

Building walls I can never climb
Broken memories I'm tryin to find
I'd be better off without hope but I need it to stay
I'm only free when I'm in my mind
Close to runnin' out of time
There's so much I'm livin' without these days

Yeah, there's so much I'm livin' without these days
So reckless and all alone