Sadistic Embrace Lyrics

Since the beginning I've been thinking of a way.
Since the beginning I knew I couldn't change.
I knew from day one that this never had a chance.
Its all fake, Its all in the past.
Partial understanding of my forced identity; I'm dead inside and it's all I'll ever be.

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I gave up everything, I gave it all away.
Partial understanding of my forced identity; all we have is false hope.