Everything Lyrics

I love being alone
Until its not left up to me
I've spent all my thinking time
Justifying what's been done to me

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I tell everybody, everything
She's got a good heart. she loved me. It don't make sense.
Well you can keep shaking your head
I don't think it was you I was trying to convince

[Chorus]
I'll never let anything be my everything
You search for something to make you whole
Well you pulled on me until you were full
Everything. Maybe you were my everything
And now its falling on me
Everything I never wanted you to be...
Everything has left her empty
Everything, I'm trying to blame you for...
Everything, when I gave you...
Everything willingly, I kick myself for letting you be
My everything

Here I go again putting my faith in the world
In a boy, in a girl, spin me in circles, twirl me
till I can't see straight, she can't be straight
If she doesn't love me

My pretention makes me sick
My insecurity makes me sicker
Prides growing thicker
Couldn't you see, I swear, they all wanted me

[Chorus]
I'll never let anything be my everything
You search for something to make you whole
Well you pulled on me until you were full
Everything. Maybe you took my everything
And now its falling on me
Everything I never wanted you to be...
Everything has left her empty
Everything, I'm trying to blame you for...
Everything, when I gave you...
Everything has already been said before
I think there has got to be something more
than this everything

I never wanted anything be my everything
But I search for something to make me whole
You told me to give untill I was full
Everything. Here take my everything
And now its falling on me
Everything go on and take it from me
Everything has left us empty
Everything comes through grace and bleeding
Everything was given
I love you, No I'm in love with you
Not because you can forgive me,
But because you've forgiven
Everything
I'm grateful and ashamed