Not My Plan Lyrics

Every day I write the book
And how the story changes
The people come and go
The feelings stay the same

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Tell me what's wrong
Show me the moon that I fell from
Help me to find where I belong
Here on this earth

It's getting harder to return
All the lessons I have learned
The knowledge I have gained
Somehow the tables turned

Was I lost out in space?
Was I looking to find an altered state?
Wanting to save the human race?
Here on this earth

I weighted it down
Across my heart
But when I fell back
I had no start

I have to pretend
To make my amends
But I must admit

This was not my plan
This was not my plan
This was not my way at all
This was not my plan