Joke Or A Lie Lyrics

What should I do
I am lost
Tell me to leave
The next time I'm in front of you
I can't relate

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Chip on your shoulder, how do you
Deal with that weight
My hands are getting tired

Call it a joke or a lie
Call it a joke or a lie
Put your coat on
Then believe me
I try

Let us escape
For a night
Breathe the silence
I am alone
But I am alone in this room with you

Call it a joke or a lie
Call it a joke or a lie
Put your coat on
Then believe me
I tried