A Lesser Rate Lyrics

oh, i can relate to all of those things you said
about life's little ugly things, but i never thought i'd have to.
i didn't wanna know just what it'd feel like
to lose focus on this frequency and i'll drown in my dishonesty.
and i'm laughing now, hysterically because i should be further than i am.
we're setting up to fall at a lesser rate.
and what can i say, when i do the opposite of what's always been good for me?

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i don't show it when i mean it.
and i'm all of those things which i won't own up to:
i show no common fucking decency and it's never made no sense to me.
i'm in a bathroom thinking horribly, 'cause i should be further than i am.
we're setting up to fall at a lesser rate.
and i spent all money to get to sleep,
but when i die in dreams i don't wake up.
i didn't wanna know just what it'd feel like
to lose focus on this frequency and i'll drown in my dishonesty.
what else do you want from me? 'cause i should be further than i am.