Luck As A Constant Lyrics

Staring up at the ceiling
While I'm falling into the flames
Something's gnawing my shoulder
And scarring this moment into my memory frame

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The fathers speak, but might as well be castrated
It feels so good from where I stand
The one abstaining from all human needs and pleasantries
Is the one I never will be

Collecting through the sheets
A sense of power filling me, and I will never let go
I'm never letting go
Bending will of man and the hearts of the gods
Shut the f*ck up and let us live a life we can call our own
Leave me alone

If you love the guilt then let it die
A life kept so clean, will measure the price of misery
If you love the guilt then let it die
In silence we will remain

If you love the guilt then let it die
A life kept so clean, will measure the price of misery
But manifest the taste of paradise and surely you'll see
The sin inside of me